*WAX PARTY!!!* Dollar tree and Target small haul
Dec 2, 2018
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Pk6X_cBOho

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it's Saturday and you know what you guys
you know what I just realized too was
when I did the little extra video
yesterday to tell you guys about the
giveaway oh my gosh to reposition my
drink I brought this is what I'm
drinking today I got my soda waters back
livin it up anyways I noticed yesterday
when I was looking back on it to this
morning I noticed that it was saying
good sad or a happy Saturday or
something like that I might forget about
her like it was friday yesterday well
why did I tell you guys happy Saturday
so my apologies it was happy Friday
yesterday and it wasn't for my vlog it
was the giveaway so yes I was wishing
all of you a day ahead of yourselves a
happy Saturday I hope you guys are
having a wonderful blessed morning
it is chilly here it is 44 degrees which
I know is still very warm considering to
some of you guys that are out there into
your - zeros but it's crazy so I've got
my seat warmer and I've got my heater
warming up I don't have it on yet and I
am off on my little mommy date yes some
of you guys are like you get so much
time away and I you know I thankfully I
do I do I you know sometimes we just
started this actually a few months ago
because before this I I didn't take time
for myself I didn't it was kind of
something that I was dealing with and
that I that I had dealt with for a long
time about feeling guilty about taking
time for myself and you know that's not
fair and I shouldn't that I needed that
time down but I didn't start feeling
comfortable and confident
you do that until after I started my
therapy and then you know we started
talking about it in my therapist my
counselor caller my therapist or my
counselor like it's all one person
anyways my counselor really worked with
me on allowing myself that time that I
need mentally I need that time down some
people are different you know some
people are you know some are not even
single moms but some are single moms and
they have their kids 24/7 that is not my
case because the reason I say that I
need my break times I do I realize now
that I get my downtime I realize that
you know I still get frustrated I still
did it overwhelmed I still get all of
those things I think just because we're
human you know what's gonna happen but
I'm less likely more to get frustrated
and aggravated because I do get some
time down and you know only always you
know was like go go
I don't know which way they're gonna go
I mostly keep going to see if I'm coming
straight I'm not going nowhere
um the cars gonna hear like oh why are
you stopping but anyways I noticed that
I'm less likely to get past my
frustration moments because I do get
that time down but you know what kudos
to this the ones that can do it and I
stay home moms and can't handle it
all the time but me and I don't know - I
could be - that I have done this sense I
mean I have not parented obviously but I
have helped parent children for so long
that it's been 25 almost 26 years since
I have been parenting people and
I'm ready to retire out my children but
I mean that's why I retired out daycare
you know because I I knew I was at that
time in my life where I was just like if
I'm done
you know if you're not enjoying your job
and you're not enjoying what you were to
me and it's becoming it's becoming more
of a hassle and you know dealing with
your mental health then it's time to let
that job go and you know I was at a
perfect time in our life where I could
retire and let that be something that I
was able to you know not have to do and
now I don't have to work at all which is
very fortunate you know there are so
many mothers out there that want to be
stay-at-home moms and they don't get
that opportunity so I am so thankful and
so blessed that my husband allows me
that opportunity because he is able to
do it so by any means I don't take that
at all for granted but it doesn't mean
that I still don't need that break you
know and my hubby he works oh my god so
many odd hours you know because when you
own your own business you don't have a
schedule europeís your schedule is
whenever you're needed especially the
type of job he does which is he's a
salesperson he owns his own car lot so I
mean if he's needed he has to go if
there was a client that wants something
he's got to go and so you know there's
times where he works you know seven days
out of the whole week but he's very very
very faithful to giving me even if it's
an hour you know and he just says go
go do something go find something to do
for an hour you know cuz I know that
I'll be good for an hour you know or
whatever or he'll you know let me know
hey I've got you know X Y & Z happening
today but you've gone from this time to
this time that's open if you want to go
and do something so he's very very
faithful on allowing me still to have
that downtime because it is much needed
for me and I'm finally at that point in
my life where I am allowing it to happen
and not go feeling guilty and feeling
bad because I'm just a human like
everybody else and we all need moments
for ourselves you know because even at
nighttime I don't get that moment
because I have espera through the night
so I'm mommy and 24/7 so when I get out
of the house it's like oh I can breathe
for a minute update on Little Miss
espera and her potty training she is
doing fantastic you guys I am super
duper duper duper duper duper proud of
her she is just she picked up this potty
training and like a champ yesterday I
noticed she had not went number two
and we had to leave yesterday and go run
those errands to Walmart Costco and
stuff and I was really kind of concerned
because I was like she can go to the
bathroom I mean she went pee she went
potty before we left the house you know
I'm really good about reminding her
let's go potty before we go into the car
because then I kind of know like if she
goes to the bathroom before we leave
then I know that we have about an hour
to an hour and a half before I need to
be kind of on my game on my a-game to
make sure that she doesn't have an
accident and we've just been kind of
timing it you know to the best of our
ability be like okay well we can go here
here and we need to be back home or you
know we definitely have the pony turn
the back of the car so we have that as
well if need be but anyway so she didn't
go number two yesterday and I thought oh
you know I didn't go and I was afraid
she was gonna have to go when we were in
the car but she didn't have to go so
last night she was giving me the hardest
time going to sleep in someone whom she
has those nights you know where she just
tosses and turns and tosses and turns
and it's like oh my god go to bed but
she was doing that last night and I
thought well maybe she took a little bit
of a later nap so maybe that was her
problem well about 15 minutes in I hear
her quietly say honey she's like I
I was like what she's like I'm gonna put
in my diaper and I was like Ezra so we
got up and we wouldn't cleaned her up
and you know we had a talk you know
purple goes in the toilet doesn't go in
the diaper the diapers just sit in case
you have an accident go pee pee on
nighttime I was like they even a
nighttime if you wake up and you've
gotta go peepee you tell mama and mama
will take you straight to the potty you
go potty and poo poo in the toilet and
she felt so bad for pooping in the
toilet or in her diaper like she really
felt bad and I noticed the way she
waddled into the bedroom to get changed
I knew she knew the filling was not one
that she was enjoying so I cleaned her
up and I put a fresh diaper on her so
she can go to sleep and she was straight
to sleep right after that so I knew that
her belly was she need to go to the
bathroom and so this morning when we
woke up I would just you know went
straight to the potty and
she did have a pee a little pee night
that I think at least she peed once last
things I could kind of fill it in the
diaper which is okay you know again
she's just started you know so I'm not
expecting her to be a hundred percent on
all of it you know I wasn't expecting
her to be dry every single night at all
so for her to wake up and be dry almost
every single night except for last night
that's pretty good for her and plus she
had a little bit to drink before bed
last night and I haven't been letting
her do that I let her have drinks until
about 7:00 and then after that I pull
all fluids because now their new bedtime
is 8 o'clock because now we're getting
into winter winter time during summer
time their bedtime is 8:00 9:00 o'clock
winter time their bedtime is 8 o'clock
just because it gets darker and so they
can go to bed a little bit earlier and
now even our family gets up early so now
we've been getting up Olie gets up at
6:30 takes a shower and stuff I'm up at
7:00 and we start our day like that's
just that's our new schedule so anyways
I took her straight to the potty she
went to the bathroom we put her Minnie
Mouse brand-new panties on we had our
little discussion about how we don't
peepee or poopoo on Minnie Mouse or
she's gonna cry oh yeah it's been
interesting but she's doing really good
now the one that I'm anticipating and
expecting to give me a little bit of
more of a hassle is Omar and we start
him on my day so yeah I think I'm gonna
have to go to Walmart at least get one
more pack of underwears for him because
for some reason last night when I bought
panties for Ezra her pack came one pack
came with nine underwear the other one
packed the Minnie Mouse pack came with
five pack or five the Omar's his only
came with five and five I don't
understand why
so I told only we might have to go in at
least get him one more pack of underwear
which wouldn't just give him the generic
ones I don't want to pay another 10
bucks for underwear but I do want to
definitely have enough because I feel
like class this whole last week I have
been doing laundry like non-stop and
it's not because of her having accidents
could slowly literally she's only
for accidents and she started potty
training but anyways but she every time
she was advanced when she thinks she
needs to change her panties so in return
I'm changing up any is non-stop and
every time she changes her panties she's
got to change her outfit so I am like
literally doing like non-stop laundry
for her in general so having more
panties is gonna have me not feel like I
have to be laundry every day and so it's
Oh Maura I don't know because seat 19 is
gonna be that one's gonna be a trick for
us with him because old are still drinks
a sippy cup oh it's not a sippy cup my
kids are on sippy cups they've not been
on sippy cups for good year year and a
half but they have their water bottles
at nighttime and just like the lid pops
open and they only well S or doesn't
drink at all I don't want her to drink
at nighttime
just cuz I'm not gonna get up and give
her water but Omar from the time he was
a newborn he is just he's a drinker at
night and so that was even when he would
cost her feed would be at nighttime and
now he still is the same way where he
has to drink his water at night all
night long he is constantly drinking
water and so I told all I said he's
gonna be the tricky one because he
drinks like he almost goes through his
whole water bottle sometimes all he has
to refill it at nighttime and I mean
they're like 12 ounces and he'll go
through a water bottle at night if not
more than that and so I told Ollie I
said you're going to have fun at
nighttime with him because
gonna have to be waking him up pretty
often to make sure that he's not having
oxidants at nighttime because he drinks
water so much but I swear on the other
hand I just pulled up from her like I
mean literally I just pulled it from her
I don't let her have any of that and she
I mean like I said I didn't just pull it
from her just now I mean I I didn't
start that with her where she had have a
lot of all I nighttime like the most
that she would do is she would get a
drink of water right before bed and then
after that she didn't have nothing until
it was time to get up in the morning but
last night she was thirsty I don't know
what her problem wasn't so she did drink
a little bit diaper not bad like I like
I said I think it was probably just one
pee but it's enough that she would have
peed all over me over the couch so
that's enough for me to keep a diaper on
her for a little bit longer but yeah so
I'm really excited about that and I am
now on my way to target I want to look
at their dollar spot I'm trying to find
so I have a few things that I'm trying
to do here one is I'm trying to find
something of which is that I'm gonna
probably get a Dollar Tree but I'm
trying to find something that I can eat
on the ball
it will probably have to be like a DIY
for no polish to put my nail polish on
because right now they're just all put
into a bucket and that's not good for
nail polish to be tossed into a bucket
like that and also it's you know like my
gel nail polishes I noticed that they
leak if they're laying sideways even if
you have them close I feel like they
still get like so that stuff comes out
of them and if you've ever had gel nail
polish and I haven't leaked everywhere
it is so sticky and it gets everywhere
and it is the most nastiest feeling ever
so I cleaned up on my nail polishes the
gel polishes and I have them in a vacuum
right now but I'm really gonna try and
find something to hang on my wall that I
can be able to put all my polishes on
and then with Target I'm just gonna go
look at their dollar spot that's all I'm
interested in okay let's just stop okay
anyways I want to look at their dollar
spot I know a lot of their stuff is like
Christmas stuff right now obviously
because it's Christmas season and that's
kind of how hard it does it but there's
a few things that I can incorporate with
my DIYs that I can do that don't have to
necessarily be for Christmas um so I'm
gonna go and look there and then look at
the Dollar Tree which I'm gonna do that
on my way back through and then I'm
gonna go home and then Olli is gonna
take off for a little bit because he has
some business to take care of this
afternoon so I told him well I'll take
off this morning because I wanted to go
before it started raining because it's
supposed to start raining a little bit
later so I was like no I'm gonna go
first because I don't want to deal with
the rain I'm not in the mood but anyway
so I will check in with you guys at some
given point if I get into Target and I
can check in with you guys there then I
will do so but I will get back with you
guys here alright
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I'll walk through that whole store for
an hour like I hear at 10:30
it is 11:30 - but it was so nice they
definitely are more busy than normal but
of course because of the holidays what
are you gonna get anyways I did want to
show you guys what I got them so this is
the first I've been using and I love it
but I feel like it's like a summer purse
and of because it's like that I don't
know it's like it's a summer person and
but I love how it's you know cross over
and I mean it's got a good amount of
space inside I love this purse there's
nothing wrong with it but I found with
on clearance you guys look at this purse
oh my gosh I am in it has like a little
pocket down here you I'm doing and it's
got so much room in there I don't know
what that tax for definitely didn't buy
anything extra large not yet anyways
there's like little apartments I mean
it's just it's an awesome one it smells
really good like real leather it does
have the crossover so if you still want
to do with crossover you can or it has
handles so you guys listen this purse
started out at $27.99 I got it for eight
dollars and 38 cents how could I pass
that up
like I couldn't I just couldn't and then
in the dollar spot they didn't have as
much as I was anticipating I thought
that there was gonna be a lot more but I
mean there's like tons of people in the
dollar section so I'm sure a lot of
stuff is just being bought up I mean why
am i there but um so they didn't really
have a lot but they did have
and I have been since starting my
journey I buy socks that's my thing I
buy socks because when I weigh in I
always wear socks and I like having fun
socks or just something that's kind of
enlightening you know type of thing so I
bought this pair and it they're all a
dollar they're on the dollar section so
they were all for a dollar
this one says clunk you get our crunk
crunk our clunk I don't know which what
it says maybe you guys gonna figure it
out but it's just those that's the
bottom and then I got these ones that
say
magical something again I can't read it
I'm blind but unicorns fun fun bright
colors very bright colors and something
there too don't know what it says and
then I got these ones that says on fleek
and it's eyeballs and then the bottom is
just highlighted in pink so I got those
because those were just a dollar and I
was like well you know I mean I get him
from the Dollar Tree and so it's not any
more than you know but I was really
excited about this first light so
excited and I'm debating on cuz they
still have the receipt for this person
this person was 13 dollars
I'm really debating on just taking this
purse back and getting my money back for
this one site I mean I really haven't
used it a lot it's basically still brand
new so I might just take that one back
to Walmart and get my money back for
that and then technically I actually got
paid back you got paid to buy the purple
purse if that makes sense to you anyways
so now I am on my way to Dollar Tree to
see if I can find something to do with
my nail polishes so yeah anyways I will
check in with you guys as soon as I get
out of there I didn't vlog in here
because like I said it was pretty busy
and I just wanted to kind of get in and
get out I don't want to take all my
energy with my lake in one store because
I knew I needed to go to Dollar Tree so
anyways
depending on how busy Dollar Tree is I
might go ahead and vlog in there but if
it's really busy then I it's one of
those get in get out type of things cuz
I don't really want to waste a bunch of
time but if I get anything I'll
definitely jump on and show you guys
what I got so I'll check in a little bit
I swear you guys are catching me every
time I go to take a drink
whoo I am so hot oh my gosh
I am like dying from the heat and it's
not well it's not hot outside but whoa I
was like stand Dollar Tree like waving
my hands that are like trying to cool I
was like oh my god
but it is so packed in there it's like
bumper-to-bumper card to card I'm like
oh my god I gotta get out of here I got
to get out of here oh you guys there was
so much I wanted to get I put so much
stuff in my cart and then I put it all
back and just got my necessities things
that I needed to get I am yeah it's
definitely hard to put everything back
but I did they just have so much like
decor stuff that I wanted to get so much
already that I haven't even put up and
used that I'm just like asking myself
like in the store like really why do you
need to buy this when you already have
so much stuff and you haven't even put
the stuff up that you've gotten but I
did find my stuff that I wanted to do
for my DIY so for sure I got that which
I'm not gonna show you that right now
because I'll show that to you when I go
to do my a DIY but I did get two things
up ups we never used dollar tree cuts so
we actually we have cups from Walmart
I'm Missy they're like three years old
but they're starting to like get like
where you need to like but they're so
cool because I don't know if you'll know
what I'm talking about but they're like
the picnic cups that you take they've
got the red and they're white in the
inside I don't know what they're called
but they're like this red and then they
have white on the inside
and you take them to like picnics and
stuff and they're just like plastic well
anyways they made them like that but
they're like really thick plastic and
they're
um insulated so there are the most
awesomest cups and they came with like
plastic lids and plastic straws but of
course you know three years out we don't
have the lids and we don't have not one
straw and but they're still really good
but I'm just like bored of them so I
went ahead and these ones aren't
obviously insulated but I like sometimes
just having to get some ice and water
and just drink so I'm like well you know
a lot of times we don't even use that
big of cups so I did pick up two packs
of those for a dollar each but and it
comes with three so it's six cups so
that works and then I just got my DIY
stuff which like I said I'll show that
to you guys once I do the DIY so yeah I
am really I'm really pleased I'm excited
that I was able to find this stuff but I
mean yeah seriously I wanted to just sit
and buy and buy and buy and buy buy and
I'm like why me like what is the purpose
in the buying you're just spending money
that you don't need spin so I put it all
back I was really proud of myself I put
that probably a good twenty dollars
worth of stuff not mentioning what I
bought which all I spent at Dollar Tree
was seven dollars so I got the two cups
and then one two three four one two
three four five yeah seven dollars so if
that's not bad considering I mean but
anyways I was very proud of myself I did
it I did so now I am it's 12:30 I think
I'm gonna head home and check in with
the fam BAM
and go from there
we're not going anywhere like the kids
aren't going anywhere today it's just me
and always swapping off I just don't
know what time he wants to go what time
he wants to leave the house so I'm gonna
actually call and check in with him
really quick see what he's doing what
he's up to and then I will check in with
you guys as soon as I figure out my plan
is oh and I want to show you my kilt no
color kind of from like being out in the
light isn't I got myself twice right
there bam bam that was from the first
time this wasn't from last night but I
did shorten them a lot last night I just
with my drill I was like okay you guys
are going down because we're trying to
do the DIY since stuff like that it's so
much easier when my nails are short but
I still I love having my nails done I
love having a painted it makes me feel
good and I thought about doing my toes
but my toes are really funny and I don't
think I would be able to actually get
down there and do them and be able to
put them in the light like they're
supposed to so I probably won't but I
love I love doing him well actually so I
called oli to check in with him what the
plan is using quo I'll just leave
whenever you know you get home like your
time limit just to do whatever and then
I'll leave when you get home but I have
nothing else to do so I'm gonna go home
and work on
I'm going to work on the record the
video for my DIY I totally couldn't you
go I can go are you turning okay Jenna
sideswipe anyways so I'm just gonna work
on my DIY and go from there so yeah
you know I you know and that's just it
is that I don't I don't have to be gone
for long periods of time like just to be
able to get out and just go walk around
for a little bit and just enjoy myself
and have that peaceful quiet time that's
what's so nice you know and and that's
exactly what I do is I just go and enjoy
myself I don't have to be you know what
on all day or anything you know
especially because I I do miss my babies
after a while okay
so anyways I know you guys are having a
wonderful day and oh I forgot today is
winging days so let me tell on my
wingman right now
Burton still annoying let me check it
with you on my way in
yes you guys heard it I did not lose
anything I did not go up but I did not
lose I think I lost like two ounces but
I didn't gain didn't gain but I didn't
lose and that's totally okay you know
that's gonna happen I'm not beating
myself up for it it is what it is part
of journey you know you're not gonna
always lose every single week I mean
that's just not even
that's just that wouldn't even be
realistic if you thought oh my gosh I
didn't lose and you freaked out you know
if you don't lose that's not you know
it's just not
I wouldn't expect for that so I
definitely you know I didn't lose well
just and so I am still 3/4 31 and I just
have to work extra extra extra extra
hard this week and to get some extra
weight this week because we got to keep
it up because we got a go over it so
anywho I will check in with you guys in
a little bit after I get home get
settled because a little bit of music
for all right I'll check in with you
guys in a bit
oh I already told you I will let you in
story of my life
you run behind you in my life I can talk
take
because I wanna be
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it's go for summer night I text you I'm
sorry I don't mean to bother but figured
I gotta try and you see you're busy but
I don't believe you what's keeping me up
at night
the women motions keep turning around
keep it inside here we go and let the
water coastal I begin yeah I already
told you I would let you
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oh hey you guys hi I'm just walking
through the door my babies are like
they're so funny because they love to
see what I get like they think that 46
minutes ago my husband sent me a message
I'm just not gonna be okay nope nope
nope nope give me that oh my I have to
wash them yeah you don't use cups unless
you wash them first anyways I hope when
I get home they're always so interested
on my what I got so this was like
answered my socks and putting them away
from me and did way-hey when was the
last time you went potty who took a poop
Ezra did you poop Omar did okay you need
to take your pick em off and go sit on
the toilet go pee pee anyways take your
jammy off Oh
anyways so I'm just now getting home so
I'm and I get the kids situated change
mr. poo butt joking so anyways but yeah
I'll check in with you guys a little bit
I'm gonna change ball his diaper and get
s roll the toilet and uh-huh check the
front door and guess what time it is
forget the fact that Oh complete mess
and I don't match at all because I just
grabbed whatever I could find
so yes it's that time of the season
again you guys go gots to get rid of
this deal yeah tell me about it thank
you I'm trying to figure out how it's
gonna be easier for me oh my gosh
like you guys this is disgusting
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we got some serious hot mess work to do
today I don't know where to look at you
guys
so I just got my pits done thanks to my
husband yes we do have waxing parties in
this house we do do you guys have never
used this brand before you guys we use
it we have the this is for face and
bikini and eyebrows oh I guess facial
areas would be eyebrows and mustache and
then we also do this one as well but I
didn't even know that they had dollar
off coupons and this one's for legs and
body which yeah Amy doesn't play with
the whole eggs so then I bring you guys
along so you can watch me huh
hurt myself haha I did one time do you
like my cheeks and stuff but I don't
feel like I got as good of a like an
outcome to it as I should have
so and I still have that other things
the machinee thingy but you know it's
great and all but so I do have that
machinee thingy that I bought and it's
all good and everything but that
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anywho so as I was I have the machine
but oh my I really need you to get out
of here come on go go play oh no don't
you have a few years and don't start
doing it to you but anyways I uh yes I
try and use as much of each can but I
don't feel like it does is a million of
a job that it could do so for me I like
if it's just a quick job then you know
I'll do it I don't have a problem with
it but if it's like really needing to
wax then I don't
I actually really go in and do like
actual wax so like I feel like it kind
of shaves if I don't feel like it really
does like it doesn't take the hair off
like I thought it did
so I don't like it does it's good a full
job is I really wish it would do so that
makes any sense
look at that don't I was just under my
eye
like that is so disgusting
barf can't believe I allow my eyebrows
to anyways so yeah we did a waxing party
I did Elise I did all these and then
armpits
he has like perfect eyebrows like
seriously I am so jealous women has been
doing his eyebrows
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I've got like orange eyebrows and he's
got like these beautiful eyebrows I'm
just like where do you get your eyebrows
from actually my mother-in-law has very
pretty I brows like they're just
flawless stop get out of here
move I just screwed up so I really need
to focus on what I'm doing here he tells
me that every time he's like Amy please
don't take your
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anyways I so we both do for those
armpits to get that out of the way and
there goes my life I'm have to fix this
one because this one now is like totally
if I can see it I know how to do this
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anyways so we just go around and wax
every part of our body that needs to be
fixed
great thank you then we go for a wipe
feel look fine I don't look for
perfection I just looked at I don't look
like the Grinch and then we're bed
they're really off course now great well
if I have any beauty hacks in here sorry
I probably just completely disgraced us
waxers you all I told you about the
story of my friend taking my uber off
couldn't be any worse than what she did
to me I don't even know I really don't
even know how to fix this like I'm doing
if I take my machine in a little bit
maybe I can kind of like then devour a
little bit maybe I'll check but no I
need to do my
my most dish a moisture stash no really
need my light to do this without a light
but I know if I call my son
everybody in the house will come playing
because my whole household is nosy nosy
so now what we're gonna do is our musty
stash
excuse me who's screaming or don't touch
please
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whoa if something made me cry it would
be that any more use out of this thing
sorry
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it's gonna be as good as it's gonna get
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okay I need you guys to step out for a
little bit have you guys ever seen my
makeup container my makeup my makeup so
I have like oh my mo like I have so many
brushes I need to actually invest in
more but I have only lip glosses up here
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and then I have down here I have like
all of my eyeshadows my face shaver
that's that bronzing stuff I was wearing
yesterday this is my do me rosewater the
shimmering stuff that I was wearing
yesterday Omar please don't it's so good
I think I fixed it as best as I'm gonna
get it shoot the promise on I have is
like right in here this is where I have
my worst area and then when I'm coming
down I don't know why but I can't seem
to get that even so but like my
moustache mm-hmm that's what shut my
door
and then I have like I have that that
stuff but that I just take off with the
this thing mini trimmer I just use that
and I just means I've tried to watch my
eyebrows art my eyebrows I've tried to
wax this area and I can do it but it's
really hard to do alone I don't like I
get it as smooth as I want it so I just
I don't even try and do it anymore
but since we were waxing my armpits I
was like well might as well just wax it
all I think I should have actually but
it's gonna stay anyways now my face is
on fire my armpits are on fire I am
doing well
yes um are you gonna start dinner my
love huh yeah I just started so just go
ahead and make it tonight anyways we're
gonna start working on teaching me how
to cook
Egyptian mils along with like I tell Ian
mills and stuff like that because I
really want to start learning how to
make good food and food that my husband
enjoys so I told him I was like you know
because there's gonna be nights that he
has to be out of the house and gone for
a while and I I don't want to hear the
call you know what's for dinner because
it was succor to indicate let's go get
something to eat out and I don't want
I'm we're not even we're not buying food
out this one this month is anti eating
out
so I figured that what I'm gonna do is
so monthly I'll get like allowance which
it's really not an allowance but to keep
me on a budget because otherwise I would
just blow through my blow through my
budget like water I get $20 every
Saturday and I could spend that at
Goodwill I could spend that Dollar Tree
I could spend that wherever I want to
spend it but that's $20 just for
whatever and then and why we're doing
that is because so we figured my coffees
are 5 dollars and 25 cents but let's -
the you know - 25 cents you time's up
it's $35 ok well even getting $20 a week
to spend a dollar tree or the dollars
you know spot at Target whatever it is
whatever it is you're at least I mean
still we're saving here ok shut the door
you're still saving how much money a
month and I'm still getting $20 and I
don't mind making my I'm looking at that
thing right there
it's a tack I was like anyways so make
my coffees at home this month and then
we're not eating out at all this month
so I told Holly that when we go into our
bit grocery shop I want to get stuff
that I can cook at home so when the
nights that he's gone those are the
nights that I'll take over dinner and
make things but I also want to make
things that he enjoys too and a lot of
like what I know how to cook as of now
are like casseroles and things like that
and those are all good and dandy but
it's how healthy are like casseroles
most of the time you know cuz you're
dealing with a lot of times they're
creamy which you know adds a lot of
calories and then you've got
a lot of the ones that go with chicken
and so for me that's what I know because
I always was raised up in big families
so we had to make something that would
feed everybody not just a few people so
I've never learned how to make good
mills without having to always make
casseroles if that makes any sense so on
my list of goodies that I have to make
I'm gonna make a lemon chicken with
vegetables I'm gonna make a roast one
night there's just some odds I don't
even know now I can't even think of it
but um there's a couple crock-pot Mills
but I mean I'm so excited to be able to
on the nights that he's gonna be gone I
take over dinner and that way when he
comes home then we still have a nice hot
cooked hung mill rather than eating out
on those nights that he's gone because
it's becoming more than not that he's
gone get into the the habit of eating
out fast food like it's just not gonna
happen it doesn't fly with me so anyways
that's what we're going to do is get all
the things that we need so that I can do
my dinner cooking and he can do dinner
cooking and then also I want to get
stuff for lunches because a lot of times
I want to be able to have lunch because
I eat so early in the morning I need to
eat something between breakfast and
dinner and nine out of ten we just don't
really have lunch stuff but we have a
lot of likes knocking stuff these we
have mainly breakfast stuff and dinner
stuff and so this month I really want to
also dedicate some of our grocery
dedicate some of our grocery budget to
lunch stuff and things that I can
grab and eat for if I'm hungry rather
than you know either to Z not to eat at
all because we don't have anything to
pick or picking something that probably
wasn't the best choice but because that
was pretty much all I had at the house
then I find myself eating it so we're
gonna do that and then I'll probably get
a couple more of the soda waters because
my son mr. Mya bear has been drinking um
and he's like while I was hiding him
from the little kids so I could at least
have some mikemaya you get to have all
sorts of things
leave my soda water so low and those are
mumbles because last time I got only one
case and you guys drink every one of
them within two or three days of buying
them and I went three weeks without
having them at all because we hadn't
gone that direction in Costco to get him
inside forget every single time so I
told everybody I was like do not touch
my will soda waters these are mine you
guys all have your sodas and juices and
waters and your flavor drop waters you
guys have plenty of things I just don't
have a I don't have any way of drinking
anything else so anyways so I'll
probably go and get a couple more of
those and then I think that's really all
I'm lacking I just this month I really
need to focus on less sweets and less
snacking and more mill eating and water
drinking those are like my that's gonna
be my goal because I mean really you
guys I only have what four weeks and I
need a drop 3030 no I'm for thirty-one
and you drop thirty-three pounds to get
to my 100 mil mark and I could do that
but I'm gonna have to do it with every
ounce of me I'm gonna like I said mm-hmm
I'm gonna have to get up and start
working out I'm gonna have to start
getting into a better regiment because I
am darned that I'm not gonna make it to
my goal because it's gonna feel so
amazing to say I've lost a hundred
pounds like that's like oh my gosh ah I
can't believe it it's not too far off I
mean 30 even 30 pounds is just it's not
it seems like a lot but it really isn't
a lot if you really put yourself you
know where you need to be to get your
head in the game
and just do it so that is what I'm gonna
be doing this month is really pushing
pushing pushing pushing because I don't
have much time to play around because I
I I can taste the hundred pounds I want
to be out of the 400s by 2019 get out of
the tooth are the 400s that is a must
I have to have to have to have to have
to do it so anyways that's what the plan
is for this month is you know I mean I
may surprise you guys and I might work
out seven days a week I mean it just
really depends on where I'm at and what
I'm doing and how much my knee can
handle but if I can't do a stand-up
exercise then I'll do a set don't
exercise but I have to do something
without no excuses whatsoever and I
think I said an hour and then Dollar
Tree I walked around for a good probably
hour so I probably got about two hours
of walking I mean it was leisure walking
because you know you stop you go you
stop you go but hey you know what it's
walking it's moving it's you know
getting your heart rate moving somewhere
because my body is up moving around so
doing something so it was just you know
it was nice to get out today and do
but I need to do that more often and not
just going to the stores but I need to
get up a movie more often because I
think I've just been sitting a little
bit too much and like I said this month
or this week I didn't lose anything I
didn't gain but I didn't lose anything
and that's just really not that's not
you can't not not lose something when
you have a really strict goal that
you're trying to meet so I am going to
do this anyways I hope you guys had a
fantastic day today
it was held up pretty nice today
actually I don't really I mean I think
it's sprinkled just a little bit but it
really didn't do a whole lot I can't see
anything anyways but yeah I just
sprinkled a little bit it wasn't too too
bad today it was actually a fairly nice
day so that was nice but I hope you guys
had a wonderful day and tomorrow is
Ali's day to go and kind of spend some
time by himself and go and chill with a
friend or whatever he wants to do so I'm
gonna be home with the babies tomorrow
but just fine because I need to film my
Tuesday craft corner Tuesday since I
didn't get one up last week
oops so I will be working on that
tomorrow and I think that's it so
anyways I had an amazing day today and I
hope you guys did too
I will check in with you guys tomorrow
bright and shiny at some point tomorrow
morning probably half asleep but I will
promise to check in with you no matter
what until then you guys sweet dreams
buh-bye
